A Thursday night rant turned into one full of hope

I wanted to post my usual rants today ... something a bit more serious; a bit more deep. I came to work today already feeling down, somewhat losing confidence in myself in fulfilling my obligations. I was about to post details on those thoughts when I was able to chat with my wife first.

My wife, Amy, has been a good source of inspiration and strength for me for the past 3 years of our marriage. We've been through a lot, she and I. We've had our ups and down through the short 3 years but I'm happy that we haven't given up on each other. She has always loved and supported me every step of the way. Come to think of it, I've just remembered of how blessed I am in my own family. I have so much blessings within the 4 walls of my home compared to the #$%@!#! people out there who have been trying to get me down.

I remember yesterday when the boss of my boss asked me and a colleague of mine of where I'm more comfortable working in - at UPA or at Eastwood. I told her flat out that I much rather work at home because I have a very strong support group there. Even my colleague agreed.

Its funny that some of the most complex problems that people have tend to be solved by the most simplest of solutions. David brought down a giant with a small stone. Moses parted the sea with but a stick. Jesus Christ saved humanity with his love and understanding alone. Such a big and deep way to compare my problem - but what is my problem compared to what other people are going through nowadays, right? I should be happy to have a job in the first place, and that I get to come home to my wife and kids at the end of each day.

I'm blessed more than I can imagine. I just need to keep reminding myself that fact, and for me to always be humble. Keep my head down for now and my feet planted on the ground at all times. I gotta watch my back and cover my own ass for now!!!